Hi! in SanFrancisco... been in California for about 2 months now....
lots and lots and lots of fun!!!

can't get into it all now...

keep telling myself i should use this more b/c i forget things so easily...LOL!
we'll see...

Alabama won the iron bowl today!!! FUCK YEAH!! ROLL TIDE!!!

Current Mood: calm

I lovelovelove writing/typing in PURPLE!!!!

How is everybody?  I keep telling myself I'm going to write more.... there's alot of things that I'd really like to remember.... so i should put them here.... anyways....

it's the middle of the summer... blazing hot.  love it!

Bonnaroo was OOF THE FUCKING CHAINS!  Check out my pics on my myspace:
www.myspace.com/brooklynszoo_space


I'm switchin' to blue.

Let's see.... Lester is still around... he pissed me off something fierce and I put him on a 5 week restriction, but he's now back in my good graces.... can always count on Lester to be Lester! 

I think Styles moved back to HuntsVegas.... and ironically enough, I'm at the Hoover library right now and I think i just seen his girlfriend! LOL!  what a fuckin' crazy world. 

OG and I been talkin' but like I had mentioned, he lives like 3+ hours away... i really don't have time for that.  sucks cuz i reallyreallyreally like him!

been watching Skyler mon-fri while Kelly works.... It will be nice when school's back in tho!... Think I'm hittin' the road with Lackey in a month or so! FUCK YEAH... I'm SO ready to be on the road and be absolutely free!  yesyesyes!!!

OH... and..... we all went vegan.  BIG NEWS!  it's been about a month... I've never felt better... still transitioning.... i bought some stuff i didn't realize had dairy product in it... but no meat since like the June something.... practically no dairy and egg either.... I'VE NEVER FELT BETTER!!!!!!!!!!
SAVE YOURSELVES NOW! LOL!
for real tho, I read a couple books and it absolutely changed my life.  fuck the FDA and the USDA.

i'm gunna sign off now and go eat some vegetables. WN? WHY NOT?!  LOL!
love yall
-BB

Current Mood: crazy

What's good people....?

well.... things are good.  i just turned 30. OMG! oh-em-gee.
had a killer b-day! posted pics on my myspace:

Met someone (we'll call him O.G.) that I've been talking to for like 8 months or something crazy... we met in person for the first time this past Sunday.  ....  the whole situation makes me very happy.  but OG lives 3+ hours away.... keep reminding myself like in all situations that actions speak louder than words.... OG says all the right things.  of course he does.  It is hard to just let your guard down and be real sometimes....

man.  i'm SO tired.  i;ve got to get off here... i'll write more later...

-B

Current Mood: exhausted

ello!  what's good people?
I'm in Shreveport, La on my way back to Bama after 2 weeks in bum-fuck Texas.
God What a beautiful part of the country.
I posted pics on my myspace.  check em out!

I can't wait to be home tomorro.  I miss home.  I miss the dogs.... all 3 of 'em....

well i'm going to keep this short.

lovin' you!

Current Mood: tired

Sorry- HAD to post again cuz I'm so FUCKING excited about PHISH and DEAD tour!!! no fucking job- I'm taking the summer to to see music!! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: naughty

well, I'm not "young" anymore goddamnit!!! LOL!!!!

How is EVERYBODY!?!?!

Things are decent here.... Spring has sprung!! YEAH!! LOVE ITLOVE IT LOVE IT!!!

So, I am going with my father to a HUGE antique show in Texas on Sunday, I'll be gone for 2 weeks... without my dog.... sucks... but I'm REALLY looking forward to the show... should be lots of fun and learning!  Hoping to meet a nice, rich antique dealer with an expensive high grade weed habbit..... that's black!!! LMFAO!! that's not too much to ask, huh?!

I've been really DOIN" ME in the '09.... I've decided not to take anymore bullshit from people in my life that are just selfish and inconciderate.... I'm like- why the fuck are these people in my life anyway!?!?

I do need to get to t-town and see my people tho, my people that love me and visa-versa!!!
SHOUT OUTS:  WHAT'S GOOD SWIZZLE, CELESTA, HOUSE MA-LARKEY, PBR and Co., ASHLEY AND RACHEL, THE WOODS SISTER'S, JEWELS, AND EVERYBODY ELSE I LOVE DOWN THERE IN THE TOWN OF T!

um.... seeing Lester... badbadbad.  BUT things are under control.  still chillin with Styles (XOXOXOXO LOVE THAT FINE ASS MUTHA FUCKA!!!)  and entertaining some other people.... LOL!  Supposed to meet someone new today, a friend that is comin' in from ATL... so I'm kinda excited about that!

OH!!! DOWN LOA FRIDAY AT REDLINE!!!!   everybody welcome to crash at my place! LOVE ya all!

Current Mood: chipper

WORD! OMG!  So much shit's been going on.....

The holidays were just that, the holidays.  LOL!  Lots of good booze hangin' with the fam.....

my bro is still down here.... it's crazy having him around... he's something else.


So.... My apartment flooded.... so I'm in the middle of moving.  My brother and I are moving into RayRAy's .... LMAO!!!  It'll be awesome.... especially on the wallet.....

Phish tour... dead tour... alalalalalllaaaaa!!!! can't wait.....

just rambling right now.... i'll write a lil' more comprehensive some time soon!

lovin' you!
-Brooke

Current Mood: indifferent

ahhhhhh...... i'm hungover...... ahhhhhhhh... hate it.
pounded maddog20/20 and vokka last night.  not a good combo and then a couple blunts later and i was toast.
ahhhhhh......
I'm down in ttown right now.... prob gunna head back to the Ham later this afternoon..  Don't know if i'll go out tonight or not. 

Man oh man.  I've been in a funk lately.  depressed.
need somebody to put it in my life.
it's specially hard during the holidays.... not having a family anymore.. or whatever.  
speaking of, I haven't heard from Lester in over a month..... weird for him.  He usually makes contact at least once a month.  It's just ya know i thought Lester and I would grow old together.  scary.  and to think about  not even knowing him or what he's doing..... scary.  i'd be lying if i said i didn't miss him.
i get alot of my needs met.... BUT.....
i guess i'm just ready to be in some type of relationship.... not jus fuckin'..... not with someone who has a girlfriend already....LOL!..... im feeling really needy.... want to be held or some shit.


shit- got to go.
holler.

Current Mood: sad

hi everybody!  what's good? things are greeeat here in the Ham....  the magic city....

well, Bama finished the year undefeated.... fuckin' right! 

Danny Boy came down for a week, lil' mini vacation...  that was a blast, and while he was here- my brother took the trans-continental Amtrac back to the drrty south AND Horizon, Aura and their friend Usnia came back from Northern California.... so- my house has been FULL!  lots of fun tho.... love all my peeps!!!  Shout outs!!!!

So the holidays are here... blahblahblah....
i'm unemployed still..... could be worse i guess i could be making NO money at all..... at least i got a lil bit a hustle....

well- just wanted to drop a line....
love you all!

-Brooklyn

Current Mood: content

hiya! hiya~! hiya!

i'm at the beach- Fort Morgan, Alabama...... lovin' it... vacation..... lovin it.

i miss my dog tho!  ; (


things have been good, alabama is fucking undefeated..... basketball team is 4-2......hell yeah!
ROLL TIDE!

things have been good....
hangin'; w/ my boy Styles way too much..... he's just too fuckin' hot to resist!!! LOL! 
been talkin' to a couple other people but nothing serious.  think i'm ready for a relationship or something like it at least.....

still unemployed.  need work.

i'll write later in the week,  i have no thoughts right now.......

XooX
-B

Current Mood: peaceful

hey!  how is everybody?

Things are ok.....  I'm feeling crazy... not working..... I need something.... need someone to "put it in my life".....

It's been a month since i've been off work... it's so fucking lovely.  BUT, I'm feeling the crunch. I feel like I NEED to do something.  and it's making me anxious.  I think I'll take another vacation and stop worrying!!!

LOL!!!


i do want to say, ROLL TIDE!!!!  Fuckin' go bama'!

I've been partying in B-ham for the past couple weekends.  it's been a fucking fuck scene!!!  LOL!!! 
Tantra, P.O.B., Jitterbugs, Club Highland, Chubbies..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!


ok i'm over it.

brooklyn love love loves you!

Current Mood: gloomy

hi!  well- just wanted to write real quick- trying to write more.... but don't have computer access 24/7.... boo hoo.... it's something i'm working on!


been chillin.  went on a little mini Phil and friends tour... that was a blast... only for a week.  just me and the dog.  Jer was supposed to come but we got bad news when we left- that his girlfriend, my friend Nick's wife (weird, i know) was in ICU with Sepsis (sp?) she's still in ICU, still only 60%CHANCE OF SURVIVAL AND THIS WAS NEARLY 3 WEEKS AGO.... oops-didn't know i had caps on... sorry....

So- I went on a little tour- went to Pittsboro NC and stayed w/ some of Jersey's friends on 40+acres in the middle of nowhere... met up w. Jersey. so that was raging... we did the Raleigh and Charlotte shows together then i went on to ATL and B-ham... nothin crazy- a nice "welcome back to tour" tour.... Do was good, she scrapped with both Jersey's dogs, Sam fucked her up!  I'm calling Charisma scarface now because she's ALL banged up... bad... but- i guess all the scars and battlewounds gives her more Charisma!!!!  LOL!

Let's see..... Alabama football is the bomb... just thought I'd share that with all yall!!!  My homeboy-Styles- who's never liked Alabama football took my big magnetic A off my car and HE"S flaunting it now... WTF?!!!?!?!  like em when they're winnin.... right?!



everything else is good... still not working-= it's glorious!

love ya!
brooklyn

 

Current Mood: refreshed

fuckfuckfuck.

sittin round listenin' to the Beatles... man they REALLY did revolutionize music.... their shit can be so cooky... so dark sometimes... man, good drugs .... always gets the creative juices flowin....

heartbroken.... feel like i need to connect with SO many people right now... when i see my friends, i tell them i love them.  i hug them. 
period.


Lackey and Guttah Dad came over Saturday and hung out.  It was so nice... I did better than i thought... thought i would lose it as soon as i hugged My Lackey.  But I kept it together.  Mark laid on my lap on the couch and Lackey sat on the floor and hugged my leg. 
I'm going to start crying now.... "all you need is love!"  I love my firends.... they're a gnarley bunch.....   We all had some shits and giggles while the boys were there too- LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE.


CAme back to the Ham LATE last night- like 2 am or someshit.  I cranked Gucci Mane the whole way here.... dreaming of big thangs poppin...

oh- so i totally quit my job... kinda... they want me to come back.... got to talk to HR tomorro.... I've got to go go back if they need me to. period. need health insurance....
period.
fuckfuckfuck. 
gonna try to pull a month off un-paid MLA or some shit..... gotta make that shit happen.... pray for me.





lovin you and you and you!
-brookie baby

Current Mood: thoughtful

Fuckin depressed.

WTF? is '08 cursed... too many people dead..... fuckfuckfuckfuck.

can't write.
it's all too much.

Current Mood: scared

hi.  i've been in a crazy classic rock... grateful dead fuckin' phase... well i guess it's not a phase it's just going back to the classics or whatever...

if i had my way- i'd tear this ol buildin down!

work's been ok.

i've been seeing this fine ass mutha fucka, (we'll call him Styles) for a couple months now and i still get nervous when i see him... it's so cute... but he gets me ALL hot and my cheeks red and i feel like a kid and i giggle alot.... it's probably not too cute.... anyway he came over earlier, we just talked and sat around on the couch.... it was nice... he's so fucking fine.... i can't stand it.



other than that- nothin much going on- i want to move to the west coast....
but i t hink instead Kelly and skyler are gunna move in- which'll be good, cuz then i can get my shit together before moving to the westwest.


ROLL TIDE ROLL!


peace in the middle east bitches!
-brooklyn

Current Mood: bouncy

nothin much going on .... chillin....

listenin to led zepplin..... so good... hard guitar makes me want to cry, die a slow painful orgazmic death sometimes.... makes me clench my teeth and squeeze my firsts and throw them up in the air kind of gut wrenching feels so good it's got to be bad type of feelings.....


"since I've been lovin you". heavy.


      I am so excited about the Phil and Friends shows.... EVERYBODY BEST BE AT THE B-HAM SHOW ON TUESDAY OCTOBER 7th. PERIOD.
IT will be a week long party at my house and everybody is welcome to stay over.  We'll cook french toast and drink brass monkeys.

Roll tide roll bitches!
I'm so excited about the game this weekend.  I'm planning on spending the day at the quad this Saturday... I've got to- free drink, free food... what more could you ask for?  Oh- friends too!  yes. yes. yes.


thinking about trying to convince my bff and her son to move in with me... i think it would be awesome.... or, i think it would help us both to the point that we could really make some moves..... so.... i'll know more about all that with in the next week or so....
COME MOVE IN WITH ME KELLY!!!!!!  WE'LL WORK OUT ALL THE DETAILS WHEN YOU GET HERE!!! LOL!!!

ok.
going to sign off!
loving you all!
-b-

Current Mood: satisfied

just chillin at the neighbor's.
blahblahblah.

Amy came up tonight... we hung out- had a late dinner.... no drinks.. .weird.

I did slam a couple brass monkey's back.

i need to upload some new photos.  I think i might... i really don't know how to use LJ... like i've never really explored the site... is that weird... concidering I've had this journal since.... well since i worked at Capstone Poll (bc everybody up there raved about LJ!) ... maybe since late 2004.  wow.....

Anybody got any cool groups i should join... ones that post alot and shit... i've only got a handful of friends on here and it's truithfully more like... for real a diary, becuase people seldom respond... is that proper english???
LOL!

i was wandering... i want to start making some lists... like on going lists where people can add to it....
the lists i think about are dirty, like things to say to guy when he tells you, "talk to me when you're suckin on that dick"
.... LOL!!!..............

Amy wasn't kidding when she said you get really horny in your late 20's and 30's....


alright, i'll leave yall alone now!

love ya
-b-

Current Mood: high

i wanted to tell you about a dream i had the other  night- like the night beofre Marv left...



Maddie and I were walking on Temmerson Square, in the parking lot behind Yellow hammer.  We were walking Towards Ken's Downtown with a group of other people but I don't recall any of their identities..... (they seemed to be "familiar" people in the dream though)
There was a safe chained to the side walk in front of Johnny's and when we walked up to it I cracked the code, by ear, and unlocked and opened the safe.  It was filled with money and envelopes and and velvet bags of diamonds and shit. 
I turned around to tell everybody and when i looked back all the paper cash was gone- but everything else was still there. In the dream we knew the safe belonged to Townsend Ford and I was all paranoid because I know a Townsend.  I grabbed a box out of the safe and opened it up, it was filled with blank money orders in all different denominations.  I flipped through them and there were some for like $3.00 and some for like $64,000.00.  We each grabbed a big stack of them and stuffed our pockets.



    So-  I decided to get out my handy Dreamers Dictionary ( I should look on line too, but i haven't yet)  get this fuckin' shit....

Robber:  To rob:  Oddly enough, this dream pertains to affairs of the heart and suggests you are in danger of losing you head over an unworthy (albeit fascinating) person, try to look beyond the dazzling facade.

Safe:  This dream is one of peculiar contrast in meaning, as a full safe (or strongbox/lockbox)  portends a series of unexpected worries.



i thought that was crazy... right on the oney.... a mess.


I saw one of my friends tonight!  He's so fuckin hot it drives me fucking crazy!!!!!!!!!!  OMG! 


Alabama plays first football game of the season this weekend ROLL TIDE I'm so fuckin excited! I hope I see everybody out this weekend getting crunk and hootin and hollering!!! HELL 2 THA YEAH!
I'm looking to meet some new people this weekend!!! HELLO!!! 
I think life is about to be verrrrrrrrrrrry interesting.... again!  HELLO!

HOWYOUDOIN'?!
welll  we just put in Clerks II to watch.... I'm going to play on myspace for a while....  maybe i can meet a myspace freak.
lovin' you !

-b-

Current Mood: bouncy

hi everybody!

wowsers it's been since March when i last wrote on Live Journal... I'm going to try to start doing better- i need something to cronicles all this BULL SHIT i've been dealing with....


So- since March, there's been other deaths.... Jermey Chadwick, Chris Humpries... R.I.P.  I miss and love you both....

So... went to Bonnaroo in June- that was a blast.... you can check out Bonnaroo '08 pics on my myspace.

My brother came to 'bama in May for the first time in many years...   ... maybe 5 yrs or some shit.... he stayed with me for nearly a month. It was CRAZY, my brother is a fucking lunatic. period.   Love him, but he's crazy ... addict... a mess.... He paved a wide road for me.  Which is good, concidering how wide i am..LMFAO!  SO, anywho, we ahd a good time, drank a lot  fo beers.... went out on a couple bingers.

Started "dating" a guy in June... He happened to be my bestfriends baby daddy's brother..... and the baby daddy a straight up fool, so i don't know WHA T I WAS THINKING getting involved with the brother... because in my experience, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. period... so things were good, things were great and then he straight up dipped out on this past Saturday.... mother fucker.  like was supposed to go "back home" for a week but packed all his shit and left out.... this seems to be the normal course of action with my relationships.... a mess... so i'm not heart broken or anything.... just absolutely in shock, disgust.... disbelief.... i really got played... not ashamed to admit it and actually think the level of game he played on me topped anything i've ever seen.... (**see below)


enough with that bullshit.

I've been dealing with another great guy... but it's strictly, frienship with benfits.... which is good..... i htink right now, i need a man to love me and be in a relationship with me, a man just to fuck and a man to be a friend.... 3's the magic number.

i'm totally rambling... on and on.... and on and on... You best to call Tyrone.

So- now it's fuckin' September. RUFKM?
I've got a lot of shit to accomplish in a short amount of time.... I'll make a list next time i'm on.... hollerhollerholler at me... let me know you're still alive!!!



Love you all mucho mucho.....

Playa 's ONLY love you when they're playin'

-the brooklyn


** still pisses me the fuck off tho- like, my "cycle" is fucked up... why do i choose these fucked up men?  Unattainable.  I like the chase.... but once i'm hooked, i'm hooked.... fuck fuck fuck. People need to get real in the'08 and start being honest with one another.  shit.  be real, you say you a gangsta, then be a gangsta and be real. period.

Current Mood: annoyed

hi people!  I haven't written in FOREVER!  I need to get back on this shit.... 
I hope everybody is doing well... 

Things in Birmingham have been ok.  I've been really busy- missing work a bunch and not really doing shit- but it sounds better if i say i've been really busy!!

Bad news:  Mamabear... Brenda Earnest passed away last week... it was heartbreaking... i had a little moment today about it. ... the services were great, and it was really good to see Jason and Emily (in from SanFran) but it was absolutley horrible.  
this may prompt Kelly and I to move to SanFran... who knows- I'm SO NOT west coast- but I can get over that- what a better way to spend my early 30's than be out west?!
I haven't thought of anything better.....

everything else is good.  no drama
lester been showin face- but no drama.

i'll be back soon
hope everybody has a hoppy holiday!

<3
Brookie